sicknE.Ss....

what happens to a person when they become ill?
will someone care for you and make you feel as if everything will be fine?
becoming ill is just a phase to show you who is who...
i have experienced this on more than one occassion and found the truth...
i have been thru alot and it has been one person in my life that has never turned her head at me
thru all the dumb shit i have done to her and behind her back so to speak...
i never took the time i really should have and just thanked her.
she has gotten me thru it all with a smile on her face and place in her heart..
she has been my rock so to speak....
as time proceeds i gradually figure out that maybe its time for me to hang up the card???
even tho its been hung just keep it activated just in case something goes wrong...but life is full of ups and downs and thats the part i just dont want to get used to.....until the next tragedy or time of remorse and relief....blogg ya lada......

MODEL....Central Park (Downtown Greensboro, NC)...

INked Up AnD Tatted....

Take a chance.......

What is it really to take a chance?
Taking chances will either make you stronger or weaker depending on the situation.
I took a chance one time and i ended up finding someone that cares for me more than i could ever imagine.
As much as i act as if i never want nothing serious with anyone during college i seem to be falling under a spell that i can not control.
I never would believe that this person was the person i felt this way about...

liive&learn....

the experiences that you face
the time that you waste
in every instance the bs that takes place
makes you a better indivdual wouldnt you say....

the time that is changed
the person that you became
all is a warp of the things that you couldnt change
u try and try not to become the person to your left
but you seem to turn right and end of were you left.....

i am human, i am a man
even tho this is not a reason, you have to understand
the things that happen in my life shows me the in's and out's
that's why i have to liive&learn......

......H-E-R.....

The things you say.....The things you do....
Makes you seem so FOOLISH
You can't tell if SHE iz wanting YOU.....

The tiime YOU spend....
The MUSIC you HEAR
KeepZ you thinkn...I just WISH she was HERE

TeXtn & Callz Seem too b enough for NOW.....
but SOONER or LATER the Callz Seem 2 dimmer DOWN..
THe text Get SHorter, the convo becomes pointless

It SeemS like the DISTANCE is becoming an annoyance

Its not that this GIRL makes me want to settle down...
the thought of HER sometimes wishes i would
but who KNOWS the kiid is growing up
time for change like obama sayz
so take in heave the words i speak
but never under-estimate the thingz i say one day who knows ill just have to SHOW....

OvErTiiME.....

Time is MONEY, MONEY iz time
The more time you waste the harder your grind
Every minute is valuable so take it in strive
Take your time, but don't take forever
Say what you mean, speak from the heart
The time thatz wasted is left in the dark
Overtime only your skin ages not your thoughts
Make your mark before you can't and then your really left in the dark
Everyone has a belief that death is real
The longer the wait the harder the kill
As much as someone tells you how they feel
Believe what they say and i'm tryna b REAL...


How do you want to be remembered..
Iz the question i ask
Are you a Bench, Starter...or are you a STAR
Be wise about the decisions you make
Take your time and take your mistakes
Make your mark but try and not b late...

Overtime is nothing but a mere word
but take it lightly and you will never be heard...

ThE StArt oF SumThin......

This Blog is not for gossip nor is this blog talkn about recent tragedies in our world, but this blog is going to show the other side of the page. If you have poems, lyrics, pictures, etc please post. I would love to read and repost comments. I myself write about life as a african american in the 21st century and the struggles i had to overcome to become what i am today. I also explain in depth about love, relationships, commitment, women, double standards, etc....Just love to portray the thoughts of the mind on paper(online)...lol

Well Until next time FreZh OUt.......